last year's resolutions.

#1: STOP skipping lectures and tutorials.
like seriously. i think im gonna get another one of those warning letters. shivers.

#2: get to year 2. and if God's willing, NO SUPP PAPERS.
that Naufal cursed me and say im gonna sit for an Accounting Supp Paper! and if i do, im gonna drag him along wimme. hah!

#3: spend MORE time with my family.
honestly, i haven't been doing that since school started. haishh



well. i did not stop skipping lectures. or did i? ok nvm.
i got to year 2 in one piece. and no supp la sial! weeeee. but to get to year 3 tu, i am no that sure. haha.
more time with family? honestly, i don't think so. mebbe recently tu ader lah i think. mum and dad working. and the sisters are having their hols. but yesterday was fun talking to mum.

here's how my year went.

january.
ema's bdae. hahaha. we saboh-ed her and i rmbr her crying! oh we are sorry emsie. at that point, i had tonnes of friends; the engi boys, nurul and seri were still with us. i was happy. really happy. with friends, nothing could go wrong what. we were all still freshies and we couldn't care less. haha.

a boy came. and i met dya thru him. so, smthg good did came out of it. haha.

rmbr this ems?


she requested to be advertised cos at that point, the was head over heels in love with golden boy. -pukes-

february.

funny isn't it?
how a question answered can change your entire course in life?
how a question answered can make you laugh, or even cry?
how it can make your day, no matter how joyful and filled with happiness to the very brim at the start, to be very sour and saddening at the end?
how it can make you see at a very new perspective?

funny isn't it?
when you desperately want the answer to the question,
and wanting so much to feed the curiousity inside you,
but when you finally have the answer,
it makes you wish you had never asked it in the first place?

funny isn't it?
when questions lead to questions and even more questions?
and when you expect to find the answers at the end of it all,
you end up confused.
and asking more questions than you probably can.

funny isn't it?
how life plays us all?
making us into fools?
turning us out to be monsters who will never be satisfied with what we have,
and often end up asking for more.

funny isn't it?
at the end of the day,
you feel lost, confused.
you feel a certain emptiness.

haha. i think i was super emo lah that month. yupp yupp. a boy left. and i though at that point he was the biggest screw up in my life. oh my, was i so wrong. hahaha.

it was the exam period so we did study and take a lot of pictures at the library. haha. my favourite was this one.


oh we used to be tight ya'll. haha.

march.

hafyst's bdae bbq at east coast where i came home late and got locked out of the house. haha!

favourite picture:



haha!

and it was the holiday period, so nurul and me were working our asses off at some stupid office and i officially hated it. but i made wonderful friends like fauzah!! and farah and yati. i miss fau. FAUU. she is super blur headed and she makes me laugh a lot. and i like her (:

oh. and here is where all the family nonsense started cos my aunt was involved in an accident and everybody was like in a state of confusion, who to take care of what, and what to live at whose place. its really ugly.

april

new year, new semester. i met a new bunch of gerek people: aisha, lorraine, vin, jason, sherms and of cos, ezad. i started smoking again and the smoking area was my 2nd home. haha! i got closer to aisha and we fart together everytime. hurs. nurul had tep and we kinda drifted. it was sad. ema was still with us. lectures and stuff. my favourite picture:



ahahahhahahaha.

and another favourite:



and i got my lappie!! weee. hello lappie, i love you. haha.

may

may. nthg much happened in may i think? a boy came and went. nthg much. yah. and and and! i cut my hair. ok no, my sister cut my hair for me! haha. i actually trusted her to. hurs.

oh. and i started to like ezad. it was an on and off kinda thing.

june

at that point, we were all crazy about wanting to go night safari lah, zoo la. this and that.

my favourite picture:


heh.

signs were showing and rumours started and what else? confusion. of cos how can i forget the confusion. hahahah. ok tkpe. its all over anyway kan?

jam and hop! it was okay. i rmbred jam and hop bacause of the drunk french guys who went all touchy. hah.

and of cos highlights of the month:

the birth of aisha and shahrul. aisha actually called to punk me, tapi tak jadik. haha. dumb dumb. and shahrul came across as a very quiet person at first. but now that i know him, he is sure as hell not anywhere close to the word quiet. hahah.

and meeting zul. and of cos, naik motorr. ahahahahaha. so funny lors. i rmbr it was so funny cos i kept saying no, i don't want to. then biler da naik, keep on riding and riding. bontot mangkin besar and mangkin malas. haha. heh heh.

and i had a misunderstanding with mira and noni. it was ugly. really.

july

mac's and smoking area. it was those 2 places that we went to. haha.


guess who.

july eh. july like nothing ah. it was nearing the exam period i think. and it was just me, myself and i in the library, studying with my lappie. yah. bnyk nyer study. if my lappie is present, it would be non-stop MSN-ing lah dgn orang2 yang ader pt MSN tu. haha.

august

we went to sentosa! i think that was the highlight of the month. the boys found 10 bucks, we played ball, climbed trees, played with mud. it was all fun.


<3

and i starting to like zul. hah.

september

my birthday! i turned legal. so did shahrul and aisha became 20. hahahaha. da tua eh kak? we went to sentosa! again! i love my friends. they make my life best! haha. the best part of turning legal was of cos, falling for a boy. but i tell you, falling is not a good thing. it would be a pain on your ass. so yah.

sheeshaaa. tak lah sedap sngt.

favourite picture:



october

ema's performance! it was funn. we kept teasing her with her wings and tiara and the wand. haha. it was my first time watching her perform lah. i miss her now. bleahh.

favourite picture:


i miss you lah ema. toot.

and school started! we did a lot of nonsensical stuff for classical. haha.

it was the fasting month, and boy was my patience tested that month.

and i rmbr watching death note in my baju kurung. hahaha.

november

hari raya. it wasn't as fun, i dunno why. mebbe cos im getting older. haha. i rmrbr chiong-ing for projects. eeeeyer. i hate projects.

and i rmbr saying goodbye to a boy. for good.

december

it was a brand new start for me. really. with TEP and not getting to see my girls as and when i want. i made new friends la of cos, my team mates (: we do everything together. watch That 70's Show together, swim together, eat breakfast together, celebrate birthdays together, roam the school together, go toilet together and of cos, we get bored together. haha. uno lah, cards lah, horror movies lah.

favourite picture:



and of cos. who could forget. i went clubbing for the first time. but, i didn't dance. haha. it kinda defeated the purpose, but it was fun.

i suppose december tied everything together. i did a lot of "firt-times" in december. vivo city, ikea, courts, clubbing. it was all fun. (:


its gonna be a new year soon. lt's hope i learn smthg from 2006 and i can apply it in 2007.

it has been a great year on the whole, a made a whole bunch of new friends. friends. i love my friends. really.

ok lah happy new year everyone. let's start this year on a brand new note and the right foot. its new year's eve's eve. and im rotting at home. tmr would be the same, only that i would be at the mosque doing some goodwill stuff in the name of hari raya haji. alah, might as well. i don't want to be on the streets jammed pack with people and the probabilty of me getting groped would be 0.99. so yah, home it would be on new year's eve.

omg. they are playing hari raya aidilfitri songs on radio. wth sia.